Honey,
Where are you? I’ve been waiting patiently for you to find me. Please find me before I lose myself. I know you exist because God told me so. He said that you are the final piece to my restoration process. I need your leadership, but most of all I need your love and wisdom. I long for your kind words and selfless demeanor. I often imagine your words wrapping around my heart and putting back together what the world tried to take away.
I’ve never thought myself worthy of you or your love yet I desire to experience it. My innocence was taken away at a young age but with you, all that I’ve lost can be restored. Show me Gods love. Protect me. Provide for me, simply because you want to. Shield me from everything harmful. Treat me like the fragile flower I am while recognizing the power beneath my roots. Strip away every fear. Allow me to stand naked and unashamed before you. Hide me under your wings so that the pain I endured day after day seems worth the healing I experience in your arms. Be pure in motive and intentions. You are the only man that can complete my restoration process.
I don’t have much left to give but all that I have is yours. Don’t allow me to be sifted out by the enemy. God created you just for me. Seek Him out so that you can find me. I’m waiting, but time is running out. My heart grows weary. I need you. My Lord, as Sarah called Abraham, I’ll follow you as you follow Christ. I don’t know your hurt but God has called me to redeem and renew you. Find me please before it’s too late. I can’t fight as hard without you. You strengthen me with your gaze. You encourage me with your hope. I promise to never leave you. Whatever you give me I’ll cultivate. Wherever you struggle, I’ll strengthen. Your worries are my wants. As soon as God has your heart you can have mine.
Love,
Your Wife
